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The ramblings from the mind of Amy L.Hull

Oct. 5th, 2009 10:56 pm Simund froid eat yuour heart out...

...Ive been doing some self assessing bout why i long to be in a relationship so much...

I still havent found the answers yet but im going with some plausable theories

1. I like the comfort and security - We have all felt at some time how good it feels to come home to a partner who dotes on you just as much as you dote on them, it makes you feel good, gives you a burst of confidence

2. The sex - or is that just me, god bless the randy bastard

3.I dont do the one night stand thing - well ive done it once...and i still talk to her...so is that classed as a one nighter...dunno..god knows i might even do it again....primal urges and all that

4. ...well.....i dont really have a four....god knows if the other theories are ever worth it.....bah my heads battered...and i need to be up early tomorrow for a speech im giving at college.

God if you love me...cut me a little slack

Buddha if you love me.....restore my fucking karma please?!

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Jul. 21st, 2009 12:16 am Writer's Block: Investigations of a Female Nature

Who is your favorite lady detective from movies, books, or TV?
Hands up if you fancy Billie Pipe in Ruby In The Smoke?


*raises hands far above earths atmosphere*

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Jul. 17th, 2009 12:11 am Writer's Block: Childish Pleasures

Name something you love but feel like you should have grown out of by now.
My teddy bear, Ra-Ra.......


dont judge me!

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Jun. 29th, 2009 12:50 pm Writer's Block: Childhood Firsts

What was your first word?
"Fuck"

And I havent said that to be cool or hardcore...my first word was actually "fuck"

Blame wor Brenda...I do hahahaha

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Jun. 24th, 2009 01:54 pm Writer's Block: Department of Burning Questions

In your opinion, what is the cutest animal baby?
BABY PANDA! *runs to a zoo, steals baby panda and runs away giggling*

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Jun. 24th, 2009 10:25 am National Award level 1 in Plumbing - Passed!

Yup, thats right, i am now officially finished college with an 83% pass, with conditional request to come back for next years 6129.

Chuffed as fuck for what of a better phrase.

Only thing I need to sort is funding, which means i maybe doing the one day a week 2 year course....which is both bad and good.

Hope Im on the two day tho.

Should crack on with my key skills, but class hasnt started yet so meh ima gonna fuck on for a bit.

Im gonna become a plumber....I cant wait!

Current Location: College
Current Music: Silhouette of doom - Ennio morricone

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Jun. 21st, 2009 03:24 am I have just done the WORST shift in bar history...

...let me set the scene

Is a saturday night...were a bit quite,then around 10pm we get the regulars in and we start getting more punters in..

Im standing waiting to cash in an order when smash....the Goldsharlger bottle explodes....and i mean explodes...all on its own.

Cheif cleans it up while morts and I keep the bar movemnt flowing...

....then the till freezes.....no bother its done it before just turn it off and on...

so i turned it off...

...then on...

....its still frozen....

so i turn it off again...

....then on again....

.......still frozen....

oh fuck....for want of a better phrase

so we end up doing all calculations in our heads.....cept me...i was taking full advantage of the note pads and calculator ^_^

i so hope i didnt get anything wrong...to makethings worse our prices have gone up and its gonna take me a while to memorise them all again!..

Who'd be the world's best sexy lesbian bar maid eh? :P

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May. 30th, 2009 12:31 am I feel pathetic

Amongst other feelings....

Maybe i got in to deep

Maybe I should of stayed at home that night....maybe i should of just met her and thought nothing less of it.

Its 12:32 on a friday...i should be dancing and singing the night away....insted im sitting here wondering what the fuck to do with myself.

I want to talk to someone...but i dont wanna unload more of my moaning and pathetic dribble onto people.

I hope Brooke doesnt hate me for this...it was ment to be her and mine night out, old high school mates and all that....some fucking mate i turned out to be.

I just have to face facts....she doesnt want me anymore.....I can tell her all i like how much i miss her and the little things we used to do....but it aint gonna help matters.

I cant break down and cry anymore...but keeping the smile on my face is just as hard as not crying.

I doubt even Livejournal wants to hear this emo bullshit i seem to type.

I might go to bed soon...

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May. 24th, 2009 06:05 am ....

It is 6am, I have had no sleep since coming back from work.

My back hurts, my head is all over the place.

I wish I could turn back time to about 4 weeks ago....thats when everything was perfect.

I feel so lost, so fragile.

How long can i keep the brave face on.

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May. 9th, 2009 05:50 pm Urgh...work

Its begining to leave a sour taste in my mouth, still i cant complain its money at the end of the day....

...fuck it...

I hate working there now


The hours are crap

The money is crap

My boss is crap

The drunken rude idiots are crap


I hope i get me an apprenticeship soon, so i can get some decent money...how does £90 a week sound you?

Very good i thinks

Current Location: Home

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